Protected: I’ve needed to say this

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Protected: All and none

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Protected: Where did it all start?

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Protected: Grief

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Tension

It's been almost 8 months since Kurt retired. Which means it's been 8 months since I took half of his responsibilities (plus whatever else wanders my way). Which means it's been 8 months trying to figure out how to do a job I've not done before and that I've not really trained for. Oh, it's …

2017. >? <? =?

So a new year comes quickly. And with it comes the possibility of a new beginning. And I wonder to myself, what should I want in 2017? What should I hope will be different about 2017 from whatever I've experienced in 2016? It's kind of an odd thing, this new beginning stuff. We do it each …

Avoidance

I'm avoiding again. It's become a habit, I'm afraid. I might ask myself what the big deal is, but I think I know. I might be asked what the big deal is, but I don't want other people to know. There's a bit of a pit, deep in a corner of my gut that isn't …